This is new and strange and stupid.
I had a good - very strangely nostalgic - but basically good day. I am hypomanic wired. I know (now, finally) that my txts were not answered because my sis did not have her phone with her. And all of a sudden I am feeling very alone, and nostalgic, and small, and almost afraid, and sad. Still hypomanic, I won't be sleeping anytime soon so it's fine I just started the laundry, wired. But all that other stuff as well. And to-the-quick, hardcore feeling it. Imma go have a smoke sitting on the roof. Or two. Or five. And then maybe sit in the closet for a while.
It would be bad for me to drink right now, so despite the fact that I don't have to be to work until 3, I'm going to try very hard not to do that.
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cloakedstoat) wrote,
uncomfortable
